By Olaitan Ibrahim
Actor, Benson Okonkwo, who recently cried out for the intervention of producers, directors and colleagues on his acting career has said that it is better for him to speak up now than to die of depression.
He told Saturday Beats, “I am having depression and suicidal thoughts. Please tell the world to come and save me. After 20 years in Nollywood, I cannot boast of a bag of water. There is nothing to show. A lot of actors cannot open up, but it is better I speak up than die in silence.
“I am just being brave by coming out because a lot of people will not come and speak. A lot of them are in this situation, but I don’t know how to pretend. I am a very blunt person.”
The actor also stated that though he had been featuring in movies, but he did not get paid, and the situation was weighing him down.
“I started my career with people like Zubby Michael, Ken Erics and Fredrick Leonard,” he added.
Okonkwo also stated that he had “helped” many celebrities over the years, and it was time for them to come to his aid. He said, “I have tried everything I can; it’s just that I fail. I am growing older and I need to get married. I need to start a business and make money.
“I can’t keep calm and support them alone. I supported White Money, Tasha, Phyna, Laycon, and Kelly Rae (past Big Brother Naija winners). I don’t mind if they all hear my cry now. I also supported Queen May (Yul Edochie’s estranged wife).”
When asked if he had personally reached out to the people he mentioned, the actor said, “I have been trying, but it hasn’t been easy reaching out to them. That is why I am speaking out now publicly.”
Okonkwo also stated that he regretted dropping out of the University of Nigeria, Nsukka, where he was studying Law, in a bid to follow his passion for acting.